Whew! Just what I needed!

It’s one hell of a day. And TGIF. Thank God It’s Friday.

It started with the Management 113 assignment. It wasn’t so hard, I really just lack some ideas. Well, the novels Jed offered the compensation for it.

But my annoyance was filling in. It began with Management 113. Bear in mind that it has nothing to do with the teacher nor the lecture. It was… just something else.

Let’s proceed to Math 123. Or to lunch first. This week I guess, was library week for me. I got caught up with personality development books. As usual. It’s REALLY time-consuming but I cannot just stop it.

Going back to Math 123. T’was really fine except the “volcano” erupted. The thing is, part of me believed that I had something to do with it.

And there was English 102. The subject which provided me the thing which I really needed.

But don’t be fooled. Before the incident, my annoyance was still peaking up to its highest level. I was… I really cannot explain…

On the other hand, the annoyance of our teacher saved me from all of that. I wasn’t really that surprised, considering that I was NOISY, but let’s just say I was seeking for the right reaction. A tingling sensation swept over my heart (tsaka), that sensation of shame. Yet afterwards, there was this realization.

I needed it. Badly needed it. I guess, when you think of it, after that one hell of a day, no, one hell of a week, I really succumbed for such tiny torture just to get myself back to my purpose and goal. To what I am planning to do. I ought to.

I am planning for this M-list. And now, I am sure of it. I have to. Just what I needed.